I’m sobbing right now. I can’t even summarize how this video makes me feel. I’m not there in the journey yet.
Every morning Sawyer wakes up and says, ‘Where’s Cooper?” He genuinely cares and wants to see his brother. And my heart hurts every single time because I don’t believe Cooper knows he has a brother. Cooper wouldn’t notice if Sawyer was gone. He wouldn’t question it even in a nonverbal way.
I was gone for 5 days last week and got home late on Friday night. When Cooper woke up at 5:45 am I jumped out of bed to greet him. He wasn’t surprised to see me. It was just like…’oh, hello.’ That one stung.
I want this kind of love and understanding for my boys. It’s amazing.